Day 7 was a total BUST. I didn’t do anything remotely cardio on Wednesday. In the morning the BF and I had a huge fight over the phone, again about money.. basically the skinny came down to two things. He needed his guitar and amp fixed. I gave him money about a month ago to get his guitar fixed and when I asked what happened to that money his response was “I don’t know.. spent it I guess”.. I was so dam made.. then his Amp blew and we had to get that fixed.. $550.00 later.. all our savings are now gone. All the money I had saved up for his upcoming Visa to move to Aussie land he has borrowed it with the intention of “paying it back” with his allowance and overtime which I have yet to see anything paid back.. on top of that his friend wanted to borrow money for some reason and when I said no cause we have no more money he got angry at me.. WTF…I was sooo angry and upset that he made me feel like the bad guy because of all this. Sooo dam pissed.. I never did give his friend money.. that I kept my foot down.. so really I wasn’t in the mood to do anything that
evening.
We ended up going to a friend’s house that evening to help her pack before she moves so I did so some heavy lifting but honestly day 7 was a complete no go.
Day 8 (yesterday) was better on the cardio front. I felt so bad about not doing anything the day before and because I wanted some time to think anyway, after work I went on a 2 hour walk.. I was very happy I did that.. the day was gorgeous and the sweat was pouring.. and I felt good.. I think I made up for the lack of motivation yesterday.
Today is another day (day 9) and I am planning to continue and plan my weekend better to avoid the bumps I hit last weekend.. picking myself up.. dusting it off and continuing on..