I am really hating myself today. Usually when I look at myself in the mirror I see awesome but today all I see is fat and disgusting. Every year I make a promise to myself that I would change and every year around this time I am wondering what I am doing.
I turn 35 next year and I am not where I wanted to be, body wise. I keep reminding myself that I am awesome, beautiful and I can do anything but I admit it’s getting harder and harder to believe it. I am just not liking myself today. Every year I say I will lose weight and I
make it a goal but every year I come back to revisit that goal and wonder WTF did I go wrong.
I just need to crawl back into bed for a while