The reason is because over the last couple of weeks my life has been turned upside down with stress and horribleness that is magnified times 10 due to the holiday. Work has been super busy which has caused my boss to be a super b*tch. First I thought I was going to get fired, then I wanted to quit, then everything was cool. I hated my life.
Then my week got worse. My BF and I have been fighting all week about personal issues (that I will not divulge here, sorry but some things are just personal) so you can imagine my stress levels going up even higher. And of course my diet has been shot to shit. not eating from stress and then when I did eat it wasn't healthy. This month, year has been terrible for the most part.
But on the good news me and the BF sat down and talked about everything and things seem to be for the better. We are cool, for now. We are even talking about going to Cuba in September for a holiday this year. I have crunched the numbers and it is doable. I just want a holiday where I sit on a beach for days on end having someone bring me brightly coloured fruity drinks. Yeah now that's a holiday.
So everything seems to be getting better. Really after the last couple of weeks the only way to go from here is up. So yeah things have been rough but I am working through it. Just gotta get back on track with my lifestyle change. Well now I have Cuba to look forward to I have a reason to try and loose the weight.. Bikini town
But my first step is to catch up on all the things i haven't posted.. first goal list :)