To cut a long story short the BF and I have been having our issues of late and a lot of them steam from him lying to me all the time, mainly about money and they fact he started smoking again. Then I had two teeth brake in the space of a week and it wasn’t covered by my insurance (money I don’t have to get my teeth fixed right before Christmas) and a small medical issue that is resulting in me having terrible mood swings which has caused me to avoid people cause I am afraid of getting angry at them.. and just to top it off I gained 4 pounds over the month..
BUT there is always a plus side. I had a great talk with my doctor who is helping me with my issue, saving up monies for the present fund has come in so handy for buying gift this year and none of the presents where used on credit. Even though I gained 4 pounds over the month, due to all the goodies coming into the office, I am still making time for the gym and things are looking good on that front. I guess the weight gain could be worse.. and the travel budget for Disneyland is looking pretty good..
So despite the setbacks I am going to take Christmas with a smile on my face. I will not let this month defeat me. Yes I have had some pretty nasty moments this month but I have some amazing friends who have been willing to help me get through them. Tonight is Christmas Eve so I will let the cheer enter me AND will be cheerful for tomorrow..
As my mother says.. this too will pass
Merry Christmas everyone